Anomaly

Today I've had:

~ 2 diet cokes

~ A biscuit

~ monster energy shot

It's too late at night for me to add up and search for calorie contents.  I'm bone tired as usual but, felt the need to post.  It's been awhile.... Searching for jobs and dilling out college applications is killling me.  I've been living on energy drinks because my neighborhoods been being robbed alot lately and my paranoia's on over drive.  The only way i've managed to sleep is when i've worked out to the point of collapsing and can't pick myself up.

Oh! skins is my new favorite show.  I'm in the US and i can't get enough of the british version.  Another update the love of my life got a new gf which is probably more heart breaking than i can handle.  On a final note my birthday is in a few days and i hope to post more.  I'm really trying even though i always say that.

Breaking boundaries

It's been some time since my last post and I guess I should start by admitting I wasn't allowed to give blood.  The worst part is it was because I had a slight fever. That crushed my hopes.  Previously i also posted about some issues preventing me from doing daily food intake posts and until next week i won't be able to start doing them again do to family problems.

Now for the interesting news...I recently had my height measured and I am actually 5'7 putting me a whole inch and a half taller. I also now weigh 124 pounds due to my period.  I also got a new laptop since my desk top crashed.

Tonight though I wanted to taalk about what is considered as someone taking things too far.  Is it molestation if someone touches you intimately if you don't want them to?  Is it going too far if they rub your inner thigh without consent?  When do things go from being flirty to being wrong? It seems i've lost all sense of that. Tomorrow is the day my friends think will mark my one year of sobriety, as i've admitted it's not.  I'll try to post tomorrow with a more coherrant post.... My thoughts are clearly scrambled.